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ladyofthehouseDear Kuzuryuu,
The last thing you must have wanted was someone laying down their life in order to protect you. Forgive me for causing you that pain again.
However, it wasn't just about wanting to protect those forced to kill from killing or protecting the mastermind.
There's nothing dangerous about being labeled dispensable in this house. I'm sure that I probably could have made it to the end of things quite comfortably if I didn't stir the pot. But I didn't want to stand idly by as the game continued. I didn't want to sit by and be helpless any longer.
I have no understanding of what a nation really is or what exactly I was supposed to do in the event I got home, but I knew that there were people here who deserved a better life than this. I did something terrible by ending Spain's life and I don't expect to be forgiven for it-- but I didn't want anymore lives to end in vain as the game rolled on.
Follow your heart, believe in yourself, trust in your friends and do what you think needs to be done with your head held high.
Peko and I will watch out for you.
With love,
Austria
The last thing you must have wanted was someone laying down their life in order to protect you. Forgive me for causing you that pain again.
However, it wasn't just about wanting to protect those forced to kill from killing or protecting the mastermind.
There's nothing dangerous about being labeled dispensable in this house. I'm sure that I probably could have made it to the end of things quite comfortably if I didn't stir the pot. But I didn't want to stand idly by as the game continued. I didn't want to sit by and be helpless any longer.
I have no understanding of what a nation really is or what exactly I was supposed to do in the event I got home, but I knew that there were people here who deserved a better life than this. I did something terrible by ending Spain's life and I don't expect to be forgiven for it-- but I didn't want anymore lives to end in vain as the game rolled on.
Follow your heart, believe in yourself, trust in your friends and do what you think needs to be done with your head held high.
Peko and I will watch out for you.
With love,
Austria
